life's like that
and so, of late, i ve been thinking a lot about life in general. why do i linger around these superficial things in life that wont get me anywhere nor will they have an impact on anything.
things that come and go in an instant, yes. no doubt. the fun is sure there. i used to live for these things. but now they seem so fake, so so uninspirational.
like alwyn said, he wants to live in a farm and jst live life peacefully.
to be honest, this thought has rendered my mind time and time again over and over and over for the past years.
what are we doing in this social and economical rat race.
"you come with nothing, u go with nothing"
whats the point?
everything seems to be fading away,jst so unreal, they seem unimportant but yet i dont wanna let go for i knw these are the things that make me the person i am today.
my gf(the most important thing to me), music(my other love), education, friends, parents, ambitions, future, family and hobbies.
we re miles apart, yes, no doubt, i cling on the hope that we ll last till i make it to uni.
but who knws? its a good 4 years.
but no, im not saying im feeling shaky in this relationship, i do love her jst the way i loved her the first time i lay eyes on her. maybe even so mch more.
its jst all these "what ifs" that go thru my mind.
this whole LDR has made me appreciate her so mch more.
and if i were to sum our rs right now. i d say its rock solid.
i love u babay. u dont get funny thoughts too!
whats the point of studying so hard when u cant be the best. no matter how hard i try,(well, i dont try really hard, but whatheheck) im never going to be the top 5% in the cohort.
its jst not me to mug.
nor isit me to strive to excel in my studies.
who knws? if i die tmr, wont all the money my parents spent on me in education be jst wasted?
argh. i can think of so much more emo shit to blog about.
but ya, i guess its jst this phase im going thru.
the "there is no more meaning in life phase"
dear friend,
jst cos i didnt say a thing doesnt mean i didnt read ur blog. in fact, i read it the min u posted.
well, as u knw, i treat u like a sister. anytime u need me, i ll be there for you. but no, not this time. i hope u understand. but its only for your own good. in fact, i didnt want to reply u at all. but i guess i shld.
anyway, sorry, not this time. this is jst so undeserving.
u deserve so much better my dear.
- Dong
things that come and go in an instant, yes. no doubt. the fun is sure there. i used to live for these things. but now they seem so fake, so so uninspirational.
like alwyn said, he wants to live in a farm and jst live life peacefully.
to be honest, this thought has rendered my mind time and time again over and over and over for the past years.
what are we doing in this social and economical rat race.
"you come with nothing, u go with nothing"
whats the point?
everything seems to be fading away,jst so unreal, they seem unimportant but yet i dont wanna let go for i knw these are the things that make me the person i am today.
my gf(the most important thing to me), music(my other love), education, friends, parents, ambitions, future, family and hobbies.
we re miles apart, yes, no doubt, i cling on the hope that we ll last till i make it to uni.
but who knws? its a good 4 years.
but no, im not saying im feeling shaky in this relationship, i do love her jst the way i loved her the first time i lay eyes on her. maybe even so mch more.
its jst all these "what ifs" that go thru my mind.
this whole LDR has made me appreciate her so mch more.
and if i were to sum our rs right now. i d say its rock solid.
i love u babay. u dont get funny thoughts too!
whats the point of studying so hard when u cant be the best. no matter how hard i try,(well, i dont try really hard, but whatheheck) im never going to be the top 5% in the cohort.
its jst not me to mug.
nor isit me to strive to excel in my studies.
who knws? if i die tmr, wont all the money my parents spent on me in education be jst wasted?
argh. i can think of so much more emo shit to blog about.
but ya, i guess its jst this phase im going thru.
the "there is no more meaning in life phase"
dear friend,
jst cos i didnt say a thing doesnt mean i didnt read ur blog. in fact, i read it the min u posted.
well, as u knw, i treat u like a sister. anytime u need me, i ll be there for you. but no, not this time. i hope u understand. but its only for your own good. in fact, i didnt want to reply u at all. but i guess i shld.
anyway, sorry, not this time. this is jst so undeserving.
u deserve so much better my dear.
- Dong
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