although i have a blog, 90% of the things i want to rant about is usually content that will never be published.
so at times like now, when im frustrated or upset, i think a lot to myself. and its actually pretty good because i can weigh things according and not be swayed by prejudiced influence if i were to share it with someone else.
there probably will be self-biasness involved but then again, if it comes from within, it ll probably be in my best interest.
but yes, recently i ve been pretty much bogged down by things.
sometimes even to the extend of myself wanting to give up everything that i dream to achieve.

did i ever mention how much i love the people in school?
they are one of the nicest and most sincere people around me and i would fucking take a bullet for them anyday. they are probably the reason why i enjoy going to school everyday.

so my mum's in perth now and its pretty much quiet at home, cos i dont talk much to my dad.
which also explains why im home comparatively late the past few days.
it feels kinda lonely without my mum at home :(

my left ring finger has been injured for about a month now.
never really had the time to heal. so everytime it sort of heals, the cut will tear open again.
doesnt look good and surely doesnt feel good as well. (specially when i bend the guitar strings!)

gonna record again at snakeweed tmr. the new song is pretty interesting!
feels kinda like a mix of jrock, iron maiden and punk to me.
VERY UN-ronin.