i ve always had a knack for talking and sounding people out positively when they had problems.
but now that my world is being turned upside down cos my most beloved hangs out with a guy who likes her almost ever other day and talks to him every other night. she even tells me they have conversations and thoughts about the possibilities of being together.
i really dunno what to do. cld i be overeacting? or am i jst insecure? signs forcing me to let go maybe?
honestly everyday i jst live in some sort of weird spiralling cage. i dunno what im worried about or anything else anymore. it sucks when this kinda things happens. i love this girl so much.
what wld u do?
i wld have loved to spend new year's eve with u. we may not have it all. but we sure do have something greater than most do. i though this year cld have been special for me. for us.
but i guess clubbing with ur new found friends is a better way than to spend nye with me now.
u tell me words are all u got.
but baby, sometimes its the little actions that count the most.
i wonder if u even realise its been EIGHT mths and ONE day already.
but now that my world is being turned upside down cos my most beloved hangs out with a guy who likes her almost ever other day and talks to him every other night. she even tells me they have conversations and thoughts about the possibilities of being together.
i really dunno what to do. cld i be overeacting? or am i jst insecure? signs forcing me to let go maybe?
honestly everyday i jst live in some sort of weird spiralling cage. i dunno what im worried about or anything else anymore. it sucks when this kinda things happens. i love this girl so much.
what wld u do?
i wld have loved to spend new year's eve with u. we may not have it all. but we sure do have something greater than most do. i though this year cld have been special for me. for us.
but i guess clubbing with ur new found friends is a better way than to spend nye with me now.
u tell me words are all u got.
but baby, sometimes its the little actions that count the most.
i wonder if u even realise its been EIGHT mths and ONE day already.
posted by DONG at 2:35 PM
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boo...it's been long since i dropped by one of my fave blogs that always touched my heart :)
anyway...
if something is yours it would always be yours no matter what happens.
if, this is if you really have to let go...let go in the name of love and not let go in the name of hate and anger.
nyway here's a quote i found
Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood.
honestly i wld let go if it cld mean for her to be happy.
i cant always be there for her and if this guy cld then good for them i guess.
but if u knew the full story about hw she wld always tell me that she and him can nv be and tells me nt to be worried and that she loves me jst as before.
so yea, its kinda a push yet pull sort of thing and im and so fucking confused seriously.
give it more time and see how it goes plus patience matters :)
dude.
sometimes there are certain things in life we have no control over. distance, feelings, people..
but what we do have control is our belief. if you hold on to your beliefs and have faith, nothing and no one will change it.
so if you believe, and you have faith in the two of you, don't let go. it's never easy finding a true soulmate.
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