clouds of they'll probably form my face

i realised its sort of a thing for me to stare at clouds either when im upset, emo, or just taking some time out for myself to think about the insane yet unforgiving things that are taking its position around me in my life. it could be perhaps that my room has a beautiful view of the clouds and that one days like these, clouds move by really fast which makes it almost therapeutic to watch.

anyway, my day was spent at home.

woke up in the morning to like 8 msgs and 7 missed calls?

dled the unmixed bad obsession song "cruel curves" from the black isle website and listened to it. it sounded a lot better than what we heard at the studio that day but i feel it cld be a lot better. lets see hw it goes when they mix it down. buzz me on msn if u wanna listen to a short clip of what we have been up to this whole mth on dec :)

slept pretty much the whole afternoon.

a friend called and i sort of talked to him bout quite a lot of stuff.

u knw, sometimes when we tell others what goes on in our minds, it sort of opens us to a whole new dimension and also shape our perception towards the way we view things.

talking to this friend of mine sort of changed my perception towards the things that i had going on inside. some of u closer friends might knw that recently i ve been feeling rather fucked up over some stuff. but yea, i guess when u share stuff with people it sort of gives u this bird's eye of view the way things are and it gives u a sort of escape to properly view the situation as a whole before making ur own decision.

but fuck, the problem i have is that i seldom open myself up enough to tell people whats really going on either cos i dont wanna implicate people or i jst dont feel like it. the latter happening most of the time cos i have a problem sharing stuff with people.

so yea, i tend to keep things to myself quite a bit and sometimes that is a major NONO :)

anyway, for those of u spanishfly friends/fans out there.

Pls drop by www.ripplevox.com and vote for us under the open for hoobastank link.

if by some wierd chance we really get to open for hoobastank when they play here, i promise i ll bring one of u in if i get a free pass or something. (jst let me u helped vote for us)