jst came back from the SDP rally. and man, though some speakers are full of shit... others really move me. i sometimes envision what it wld be like for HITLER to stand on the podium and win the hearts of the people.

but nowdays, i envision, gordon, gillian, nic, bryant and alwyn together with me in the crowds shouting %#@%@#% and playing FUCK. yes... i am a lifeless teen.

but still, even after sitting in for 2 rallies, i d still wanna go for more. ridiculous as it may sound, but it is one heck of a inspiration politically chalenging few hours jst to listen to these lunatics rant over how we should vote for them.

and my sexy sexy gillian, i miss u. and i love u. :)