for the first time, and i really mean FIRST TIME

i feel that life is unfair...
normally i feel that GOD has a plan for me? but this time i really cannot make out what he has in store for me by putting me thru this.

i love u. but in 2 weeks, u ll be far away in a distant land. yes, no doubt i ll probably end up in monash uni... but that ll be 4 yrs from now.

sigh, im terribly happy yet uncertain reigns deep down.

i guess we shld enjoy each other as much as possible before u leave.

i finally understand what it feels for people who have the inevitable bleak nature of losing a loved one slowly over each passing day.

but still, i m happy i got to have u in my life :)