chronic lying

spent another day having fun in open house. met reg at 8. started the programme at 9. i was doing DMS the whole day today. 9 30 to 5 30. long and tiring, but nonetheless enriching and enjoyable. just seemed like yesterday when i was part of the visitors and attending the open house. how time flies when u re having fun.

i read other's blogs about how they lied about poly life being enjoyable and non stressful. i would agree that it is stressful and im nearly dying from worry that i ll repeat modules this sem. i think if i repeat i ll fall into a deep depression that leads to me jumping off the 21st story of my apartment. SPLATTTTTTTT!!

but honestly speaking, poly life has been the best time of my 17 years on this globe so far. to me, its like reliving primary sch. in poly, i have great friends, in fact, some of the best people i ve known so far in my life. honestly, in sec sch i ve harboured thoughts of carrying a chooper and killing a few people slowly and painfully, then jump off the building and commit suicide. and my friend vampire cat(justin ) wanted to bring a gun to school to kill them and then kill himself. in poly however, i think i ll take a bullet for some of my friends.

after sch, went with al, nicole, reg and shauny boy to cine for dinner. bob had an erection cos alwyn was touching him in the train. my gosh.

and i swear man, alwyn has like 100000x more of a chance in becoming a famous actor than i ever have of becoming a rockstar.