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so a change of blog adress.
fuck, when i registered for Myspace, i was looking at www.myspace.com/dong.
but for fuck /dong and /dongdong was taken up so i had to settle for /dongdongdong.

now that im changing blog add, i was gonna do it as www.dong.blogspot.com but for fuck again.
dong, dongdong, dongdongdong, dongdongdongdong were all taken up.
so no! im not trying to act cute.

tonight, i realised that a person can love me even though i am a total selfish, insensitive fucking bastard asshole.
and honestly, that means more than anything to me that any person can do for me.
because, to me, that is real unconditional love.
love that money cannot buy and a love that material things cannot provide/
and baby, if u re reading this now, im sorry for everything.
I LOVE U TOO :)

so, the deal for the band to play up in KL didnt fall through cos we finally said NO to revenge.
honestly, im disappointed cos i really wanted to do the show up for for exposure and also an experience that money cannot buy.
but on the other hand, im sort of glad that somehow fate didnt allow us to say YES to the dickhead of a manager.
cos as much as we wanted to play the show up there in May, we really felt worried about our own safety and also equipments.
the manager was a fucking ass who doesnt knw a thing about bands at all.
kept pushing our band fee down, which honestly doesnt bother me, but what pissed the whole band off was the way that he conducted his whole pitch which was totally unprofessional and how he kept pushing for us to rush him a reply.
nonsense fuckhead.

but aside from that, things look pretty good for the band right now.
though i keep hearing bout people bitching bout us behind my back cos of the gibson deal.
really upsetting though. its not like we killed some old lady to get the guitars.
its jst luck and friends that helped us along the way. and honestly, the whole gibson thing isnt that a big deal if u really knew what the whole thing is about.
but yes, its upsetting to hear people bitch about u behind ur back.
especially when half of them act as if they are our best friends in front of us.

and i honestly cant understand how people can start saying that im giving them rockstart attitude just cos i reply with a lag time on MSN.
its pretty upsetting to be counting ur ang pow money halfway and them have some guy start to say that u re giving him rockstar attitude cos u didnt reply him fast enough.

sigh.