Nah Bei
ever felt like all that u do is useless? that deja vu is happening again? i feel that way. do so much and no one appreciates, yet they add more shit on. oh well.
CENSORED!!!!! (deleted cos im less pissed now. and whats over is over. moved on)
sometimes i feel we shld fuck grpwork and jst work for ourselves. i mean im nt a fantastic grp worker myself i admit. but i certainly dont do work for the sake of handing it up. i ve worked with fantastic friends from class and they re a great team to work with. but i guess today's episode gt me so fucking pissed i think individual work shld be the way to go.
u live for urself, u die for urself.
u fuck up work, u pay the price.
u do well, u deserve rightful credit.... no fucking one else.
now u might be wondering, what happened to the Dong who didnt give u shitz about grades. the guy who was happy to scrap thru with bare minimal results. the happy go lucky who has God to pave ways for him to go to where he always wanted.
well, certain events of late actually gt me thinking, why have i wasted 11 yrs of education. i was happy to pass 3/7 subjects in sec 3, exihilarated in fact! a grp of 3 idiots were running arnd sch cos they passed 3 subjects and gt promoted while people were crying cos they gt 3 Bs in their report cards. happy to get mediocre grades all along.
but well, i guess i ve actually been thinking why the fuck am i playing with my life. focusing it on things less important. to be honest, music has been the priority of things for about the past yr. with my bands and stuff. ahead of education at times. but where the fuck will that get me?
i guess a lot of me nt putting effort into studies is cos i ve always knew that someway or another i d get to a uni(good or nt is another issue). but i guess, now goals and aspirations have changed. i actually do aim for something.
deep down, i dont regret the past primary and sec sch years. but i do regret poly's SEM ONE. if i cld repeat it, i d repeat it.... a GPA of 2.14 jst kills EVERY FUCKING THING.
oh well. i seriously think its too fucking late to do anything.
im pissed, angered, annoyed, stressed out, tired, i miss my gf, and im having inferioty complex.
ROAR.
FUCK.
CENSORED!!!!! (deleted cos im less pissed now. and whats over is over. moved on)
sometimes i feel we shld fuck grpwork and jst work for ourselves. i mean im nt a fantastic grp worker myself i admit. but i certainly dont do work for the sake of handing it up. i ve worked with fantastic friends from class and they re a great team to work with. but i guess today's episode gt me so fucking pissed i think individual work shld be the way to go.
u live for urself, u die for urself.
u fuck up work, u pay the price.
u do well, u deserve rightful credit.... no fucking one else.
now u might be wondering, what happened to the Dong who didnt give u shitz about grades. the guy who was happy to scrap thru with bare minimal results. the happy go lucky who has God to pave ways for him to go to where he always wanted.
well, certain events of late actually gt me thinking, why have i wasted 11 yrs of education. i was happy to pass 3/7 subjects in sec 3, exihilarated in fact! a grp of 3 idiots were running arnd sch cos they passed 3 subjects and gt promoted while people were crying cos they gt 3 Bs in their report cards. happy to get mediocre grades all along.
but well, i guess i ve actually been thinking why the fuck am i playing with my life. focusing it on things less important. to be honest, music has been the priority of things for about the past yr. with my bands and stuff. ahead of education at times. but where the fuck will that get me?
i guess a lot of me nt putting effort into studies is cos i ve always knew that someway or another i d get to a uni(good or nt is another issue). but i guess, now goals and aspirations have changed. i actually do aim for something.
deep down, i dont regret the past primary and sec sch years. but i do regret poly's SEM ONE. if i cld repeat it, i d repeat it.... a GPA of 2.14 jst kills EVERY FUCKING THING.
oh well. i seriously think its too fucking late to do anything.
im pissed, angered, annoyed, stressed out, tired, i miss my gf, and im having inferioty complex.
ROAR.
FUCK.
posted by DONG at 8:48 PM
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