empty

fuck, i wake up this morning without sleeping a wink at all last night.
spent the whole night with butterflies in my stomach and kept having this uneasiness inside me going that something wasnt right and things were nt the same as before. spent the whole night thinking about stuff. hoping that i m just paranoid and nothing was wrong...

i wonder what went wrong. why arent they the same as before. i didnt do anything to change it did i? if i did i d do anything to alter the paths back.

damn, this feeling of confusion really sucks.

i hope my mum isnt right about things... cos i d be terribly upset it she was...