one more moment

dont take too long
to say i love u
to the ones u love
cos time has a habit of slipping away....

and the words that seem so hard to say
come and when u ve gone away
so stay a while and hear me say
i love u...

- one more moment by Ronin

cheesy but true. i mean, reading nicole's blog and with the combination of levan jst sending me this song.

sometimes being insecure people we either dont treasue the ones that are around us. the ones that care and love us. or we jst dont say what we feel about them in case they actually leave us cos of what we say. and when u finally want to tell them that u love them, they re gone. either dead, or just, well... gone!

thinking back, i really admire a certain someone for telling me she wanted to be more than friends. i mean its usually the guy who asks this question. and my friends always say no girl will tell u she wants to be ur gf... maybe i shld have given things a chance instead of saying no. why did i say no? no idea... dont knw where she is nw, or is she with someone who probably appreciates her more than me.

i mean nothing lasts forever, and sometimes, things go past within a sec. we always let dreams and loved ones fade away because we think they ll be there forever. but its nv true.

then again, u dont go arnd telling everyone u love them or u wanna be with them. its gonna make u look like some fucking despo. i used to go out with some people but nothing happened cos neither of us dared to take the first step or jst moving forward. its jst 3 short but yet fucking hard to say out words. the first time i ever told someone i liked her was probably cos i was blind or something. and i thank god she didnt say yes. wah hah hahh. yes yes, love kinda blinds u when u re the one to start liking the person first. but yea, when u look at the wider picture, u realise that she isnt all that. and it does help that she used to be my cuz's bf's ex. so i kinda know all about her now. wah hah hah. but then again, it also kinda made me nt want to tell people i like them cos sometimes i jst think about the consequences? what if they say no?

insecurites, we all face. from the primary school crush all the way to the fan girls at rockshows. we like people but we jst dont say it out in fear of rejection or even jeopardising a sincere and close friendship.

and it also sucks when someone likes u but u knw it ll nv work out. i shant elaborate on this but i just hate that feeling.

yes its hard, but nv forget to let those arnd u knw how u feel. appreciate them when they're around. ur parents, ur friends, ur boy/girl friend... or even ur cat.

and damn, im kinda addicted to the first verse of one more moment. i think i need to counter it with TALK ABOUT LOVE!

and i realised i ve been msging some incompetent fella who can speak english properly for the past mth thinking he was charles.... and the funniest thing is the fella replies me la.... gosh. he jst called me, its some guy named KAnHAlA.... goodness.

and also. NICOLA! ur msn is wonky la! i cant send u msgs! i think this is the first night i ve nt spoken to u for like over half a year!? i feel wierd cos i ve nt said hi...

PLS FIX UR MSN!


hi reg! glad u re patient and read all the way till here.
dont worry, im not emo! in fact im quite happy tonight.
heh heh.
u re online but u re not talking!
i think we talk more smsing than we do on msn.
blah.
see ya tmr!
and u can anwser my GEM's teacher all u want, jst use my name so i get more pm marks.
and hopefully we can catch the heirloom!

:):):)